Monday, June 26, 2006
4:07 AM
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Friend. What are friend?
Does true friend or even friend really exists?
I guess not.
First day of school was horrible. I wasnt excited or happy about it at all. It does not went the way I wanted it to be.
Why must friend backstab one another? Why cant they talk straight directly to her face and tell her whats her problem in a nice manner if they are really a true friend?
No, true friend doesnt exists.
The so called friend lies and does not care about her feelings at all.
Why cant they stay true and real?
Why must they be so unreasonable?
Why cant they understand?
Why must they hurt her feelings?
Why cant they be more matured?
WHY?
Thanks to all of those friends who actually said they are true friends,
I DO NOT BELIEVE IN FRIENDSHIP.
I do not believe that one friendship will last long if they do not understand one another and are childish.
Not all friends are true friends.
Some after knowing them for a year, when separated into different classes, god knows one of them might not even realize that her used to be best pal actually is still living.
They are just too unreasonable.
What I hate the most is lying.
Why must she lie?
What does she gain from lying?
Its just bullshit. Owhkayy. Im just getting fcuk off by those kind of people.
I didnt want to be this way. Im trying to be happy. Im not arrogant and Im willing to help my friends when they are in need. But, THEY??
There's something I realized about friends. I mean like, you never know whats she's thinking. She might be lying and all. Espcially those who likes pretend to be nice.
Seriously, I hate saying this but I have to. The friends that I have, I'm sorry. Thats all I can say. Well, of course there's some people who seriously are nice. Normally there are the ones who really are matured and understanding. and who really understand whats friendship and does not lie and talk behind their friends back.
But how many can you find this kind of people?
Im not pin pointing anyone who I know. What Im trying to say is, they should know themselves who they are.
I really hope this kind of problems shall never happened again.
And to this one friend of mine. I dont understand why you cant accept what we told you. I mean we are not trying to talk bad about you. Do you think you have any true friends? Im trying to be one but your not giving me the chance to. By telling whats wrong with you does not mean that we are trying to chance you. We are your friends. And true friends always tell the truth and not telling lies. We dont want eveyone to think you are a b****. I hope you will get what I mean. Im really sorry if I hurt your feelings.
Now, my life, what more can I say.. By reading this post, you might get a little idea of what Im going thru right now. Im trying to improve myself. God,...
This just shucks OK!