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Sunday, September 11, 2005 11:20 AM
「 haiz 」

haisshh.. thrs sch tmr.. which means i hv to study.. cant help it.. end of year exams is 2 weeks frm now.. hv to study hard.. dun wish to dissappoint my parents, cherss anymore.. if i tried my best, they cant do anything except for accepting it.. hopefully i pass.. my homeworks are not done.. haisshh..

is a thr place where i can start anew?! whr all my memories are lost??? whr i stay happy and free?!?!? IS THR?!?!?

thr isnt... im stuck in this world.. in a cage.. without freedom.. coping with my studies.. tears rolling down my cheeks every night.. feeling sad.. what am i?

Im nothing.. just an ordinary human being who is struggling now.. WHY??

i hav to pass my exams!! thats ALL!!! to all of them, nothing is improtant other then studies!! when i do well in my studies, they r happy... but when i done badly, they r norrt happy.. and make the hell out of my life!! - im norrt talking about my parents here..

WHY MUST THEY DO THIS TO ME?!?!?!

LIKE I SAID IM JUST AN ORDINARY HUMAN BEING, A GIRL.. IM NO MAGICIAN OR SUMTHG?!?! THEY CANT EXPECT ME TO STAY HAPPY ALWAYS.. SMILE ALWYAS.. I HAVE NO SPECIAL POWERS!!! HOW AM I SPOSE TO STAY HAPPY WHEN ALL THE THINGS IN MY LIFE..... IS NOT GOOD??? WHY?!?!?!?!

Pwease... DONT FORCE ME... I CAN DO NOTHING..












































HOPEFULLY,


ILL STUDY HARD AND PASS MY END OF YEAR EXMAS..

PEOPLE, LIFE IS NOT AS SIMPLE AS U THOUGHT IT WOULD BE.. THR IS LOTS OF UPS N DOWNS WHICH U HAV TO STAND WITH... DONT GIVE UP.. ITS BETTER IF THERE'S SOMEONE WHO CAN GUIDE YOU IN YOUR LIFE...

ZAL




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