Sunday, September 11, 2005
11:20 AM
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haisshh.. thrs sch tmr.. which means i hv to study.. cant help it.. end of year exams is 2 weeks frm now.. hv to study hard.. dun wish to dissappoint my parents, cherss anymore.. if i tried my best, they cant do anything except for accepting it.. hopefully i pass.. my homeworks are not done.. haisshh..
is a thr place where i can start anew?! whr all my memories are lost??? whr i stay happy and free?!?!? IS THR?!?!?
thr isnt... im stuck in this world.. in a cage.. without freedom.. coping with my studies.. tears rolling down my cheeks every night.. feeling sad.. what am i?
Im nothing.. just an ordinary human being who is struggling now.. WHY??
i hav to pass my exams!! thats ALL!!! to all of them, nothing is improtant other then studies!! when i do well in my studies, they r happy... but when i done badly, they r norrt happy.. and make the hell out of my life!! - im norrt talking about my parents here..
WHY MUST THEY DO THIS TO ME?!?!?!
LIKE I SAID IM JUST AN ORDINARY HUMAN BEING, A GIRL.. IM NO MAGICIAN OR SUMTHG?!?! THEY CANT EXPECT ME TO STAY HAPPY ALWAYS.. SMILE ALWYAS.. I HAVE NO SPECIAL POWERS!!! HOW AM I SPOSE TO STAY HAPPY WHEN ALL THE THINGS IN MY LIFE..... IS NOT GOOD??? WHY?!?!?!?!
Pwease... DONT FORCE ME... I CAN DO NOTHING..
HOPEFULLY,
ILL STUDY HARD AND PASS MY END OF YEAR EXMAS..
PEOPLE, LIFE IS NOT AS SIMPLE AS U THOUGHT IT WOULD BE.. THR IS LOTS OF UPS N DOWNS WHICH U HAV TO STAND WITH... DONT GIVE UP.. ITS BETTER IF THERE'S SOMEONE WHO CAN GUIDE YOU IN YOUR LIFE...
ZAL